My Tuesday OFF

Have I told you how much I loathe alternating days off? I loathe the feeling when I get up in the morning, knowing that there's only this day for me to enjoy and do what I've always wanted to do when I'm at work. Then my day starts earlier, literally, as early as 3 in the morning when I lay in bed and wonder.... then ideas pop like popcorns and how much I'd like to get up and do them right away. But because I only have one day, I want to be relaxed and feeling energetic the whole day so forget about the ideas and force myself to "not" think and try to sleep instead.

8:00 in the morning and I'm already wide awake but with a heavy headache because of lack of sleep....

2 phone calls that made me a little better after listening to other people's lives.

2 cups of fresh brewed coffee later and my head still feels heavy.....

1 load of wash after, the machine`s alarm wouldn't stop, the pressure is on.....

2nd load and I start looking around me, clothes all over then the thought of purging rushes all over my veins...

1, 2, 3 plastic containers of clothes set aside later, then off to hang my delicate wash downstairs...

a million questions of why I see clothes all over, bedsheets still left unwashed, shoes in the wrong places...

1 good shower maybe, will make me feel better.....

1 post to whine about my morning and share with you won't hurt, would it?

One wish that I do hope I'll do something better to end this day before this day off ends.....

Off I go for shower and wish you all a sunny cold day today. Hope we all have a good one!

PS: 1 Update of a happy soul, 1 shower later......